Looking to Christ

I just want to say that I have amazing friends and a sister. LaDawn, Kevin Catt (meow), and Billy Burke woke me up. I've always been around Jesus, like my family always made me and my sisters go to church. I wasn't against it, it's just I never thought about it. I knew that I never wanted to go to Hell. That's for sure. Growing up and still am, I had a friend named Jacob. His family was great the perfect Christian family. I thank God that I had him as a friend then. We don't talk now but hey he got me thinking about God. He introduced me to Casting Crowns(great band). Respect to Mark Hall. But anyway before March I hanged out with them three and my friend Chris.We were hanging out at Barnes and Noble talking about God.I knew little things about Him but not much. They were all talking about God and I felt dumb and embarrassed. I was thinking dang! I want to get where they are. So on the way home that night.(like 12 or 1 a.m.) I said I want to know that I'm going to Heaven, for sure. Because that night they were crazy and kept asking us are you going to heaven? We were being crazy. But anyway about a month later I got re-saved and re-baptized. And I was lying in bed a Monday night telling God if your there help me stop doubting you, I know you love me but help me realize that please. So Tuesday morning I felt awesome! Not lieing. I never felt doubtful about God as I did then. I still do now but you Christians know what I'm talking about. It was like a punch in the face. He told me stop worrying and start living for Him. I just want to say LaDawn, Kevin, and Bill planted my seed. I thank God for them everyday.